All the best, Alvin. From what I can tell, you NEED to do this. Something tells me that you won't be able to move forward in your life until you walk down this path. So, go ahead and do what you need to do. I'll be rooting for you all the way!
And when it is done and these borders are open, maybe I'll come look for you across the Causeway and get an autographed copy. :)